Women Of Destiny

im dying D:
do u believe it? *no* LOL.
as u all know, i have been slacking for the past 6 months in school. and except from going to school for my friends, duties (and yes scolding people too xD) i have not really been studying hard. and due to that, i failed my maths. and science. and d&t? history. blarblarblar. haha! but overall, i just failed maths.

the bad news is..i havent been listening at all since the start of the year for maths. so nothing is in my brain. and yes, i have to study super super hard now! D: to keep up with the class. that sucks okay? but given my i-dun-care attitude, i dun care much about it. xD but for some reason, this few days, i have been study. (maybe i just started from yesterday xD i think i did xD)

and yes, im under stress.. *sheet* hehe, let me describe my type of stress. LOL. it's like when i cannot solve the question, or i just dun understand wad the nugget their talking about, i'll just cry for no reason o.o sounds stupid eh? haha. maybe im just suffering from depression or some retarded illness. HAHA. as u noe, im kinda retarded. LOL. kidding~

maybe God's trying to ask me to study hard.. hmm..maybe! :D den i'll receive enlightenment and all those stuffs (: which would be damn cool. hehehe..

actually u noe why am i posting at 12.42am when tmr im suppose to go to school? cos im bored -.- haha! im as lame as ever D: lol.

BRENDA!! :D i really agree with ur post luh! oh my mama, i just missed all those times we spent together in the cell retreat. the fun, laughter and all those stupid things that i told which were actually so lame. hehe. maybe we should have this kinda stuffs instead of cell :D haha! exercise u noe ~ hehe..

now, the government is advertising a healthy country mah! :D (i think) HAHAHA. i think im very high now. before i go on and on about useless stuffs xD (hmm..maybe im retarded due to stress xD as in very high at times LOL im getting lamer)

ELLYN ♥