Women Of Destiny

ok, it's offical. the cell blog is my new favourite site! haha. it's so touching to see how everyone bonded so much and etc. and finally ellyn and priscilla blog! and they're so good at it! DO IT MORE OFTEN XD

priscilla! oh gosh i SO NEED sax practice MANNN. and i keep thinking of more cheers for yali. i really can't over it! haha. get well soon ok, and no milk for now! it encourages diharroea(if that's how you spell it)

ellyn!! you posted dude! haha. one day we should go shopping or something(random thought!) haha yeah, we should tell cynthia it's INTERDEPENDENCE now ;D jiayou for your math, you can do it!

oh and what i really wanted to say now. hmm.i've been extremely fearful all week long. fearful of all the band stuff popping up, about responsibiltes and studies. my instrument got spoilt,competition is in 2 weeks and i just HAD to take part. i was freaking out. i kept praying that it'll be ok. also, today i slept at 1.30. my knees were quaking at the thought of sleeping in math class.

my teacher would rip my head off. but my mom's blessing of 'may god bless you with extraordinary energy' was miraculous. i was awake throughout and my instrument even got fixed! seriously. previously a week of 5 hours of sleep a day literally made me see double images of my teacher and even my dreams. like my short dream of joanne and i buying soya sauce while tavelling to the botanical gardens for the AMAZING RACE (;
my point is, i realised that i had real little faith. i admit, i was surprised. it feels great to know that god is so real. even when things don't seem all that right, i feel a weeny bit better to know that it's still within His control

till sunday we will dance in the freedom we know,(hint hint)
brenda