Women Of Destiny

it's a night before my syf.

syf, is the most important event of any performing art for it tells others the standard of which you are at.
my school is aiming for gold.
i just can't describe how nervous i am right now. everyone around me can't do their homework too. jittery bittery goes my heart. we either get a gold or our conductors get sacked. i just feel like everyone tells us we're history makers but there's just this silent heavy doubt hanging in the air. it's suffocating me for one thing. even as i type this i suddenly remember the delirious song 'history maker'.
well in all our 50 years we never got a gold for our symphonic band before.faith perhaps is all we have left. my heart feels like dropping.
then i have to remind myself. courage is facing it even with fear,not the absence of fear.
i will be strong and we will overcome. yes we will. please pray for us!

love
brenda