Women Of Destiny

It was pretty late when i get home, but still i decided to went ahead with my run. I started having this run routine since it was the holidays and i can feel myself getting fat, so i try to run whenever i can.

Yesterday, i was desperate to hear God. I'm not those who is a regular to hearing him or sensing him, not sensitive at all. I didnt realise i could be very nonchalant at times, and that there are things that really needed my attention, yet i choose to let it pass..Ytd, i was reminded of them and suddenly i felt so, heavy. Heavy with responsibilities.

So it was already very dark, and i chose a different route this time, longer and quieter. I broke out into a run immediately (usually i dont do that if i want to last a few more rounds). On the way, i prayed-muttered to God, asking for help.

Amazingly, i finished that round in that same fast pace, with no thought of wanting to stop and rest.

And suddenly, it just hit me. It could be both a reminder and also an assurance from Him.

As i kept running, i was able to go further during this particular run. He reminded me of the year that just end. He reminded me who was the one who sustained me last year, pulled me through the tough exam periods and school stress when i thought i was a goner.

He assured me it will be the same again this coming year, he will continue to be my strength. Want to encourage everyone not to give up, this year is a tough one. When this year ends, we will be stronger in faith if we keep trusting Him.

Also, i have stopped doing my QT the past month, especially during my days of peace, fun and joy. As i prepare myself for this coming year, i try to set some resolutions too. Starting from how i treat my family members, and slowly moving outwards to the circle of people around me. Try to be more active with the noisy girls (ha ha) around me in church etc..


Jo

P.S: I can no longer enjoy the privileges of being a student.. *a deep sigh* No cheap bus fares, no student meal in Mcd...